Do you ever really get to that place where you have lots of time in your life free??

So as far as my life goes right now I am too busy even to think ahead more than hours at a time. I work on a day to day, hour to hour basis much of the time.

Twice this week I had multiple experiences of running out of either my house or my classroom after printing a grad school assignment in order to get to my college in time for the grad class to turn in the assignment I had just printed. I have always been a procrastinator to the fullest and a last minute person, but I honestly am in awe of how stressful grad school work is as far as trying to stay on top of it.

I am hopeful that after may when I am done with grad school I will have more time to relax and be less busy and stressed, but then I thought about it more and... will I really ACTUALLY have more time or is that an illusion??? Will I just be rid of the grad school work only to take on a big project at work and be busy all the time then. In a sick way do I like being busy and stressed? My sick answer to that question is: probably. :-\

I think that is why I don't generally like complaining about stress and I just deal with it, because in some sort of twisted way I seem to enjoy being immersed in activity and expectations that I am striving to meet. It is a crazy life. Is it a good thing? Or should I think about becoming de-stressed in the future???